I can't even believe it. It makes me really nostalgic. He was a huge part of my first year experience, and he'll be the only one to make an outside comparison on how I've been living for the past three years. He'll be able to see where I am, without seeing how I got there...
Not that his visit makes me nervous in a "im under a microscope" way, it just reminds me of the big picture. I wasn't ALWAYS the way I am now.
I told him the other night that I've changed quite a bit. He asked How So? And I told him that I'm a mere shadow of the insecurity I once was. On occasion, I border on emotional freak-out, but who doesn't??
Connor. He's seen me with the long hair. He's never seen Floor-fellow, Zac. He's only seen wine-drunk, pot-smoking Zac. Oh my, how things have changed. He's only seen SINGLE Zac. Never romantically involved Zac, who I think is WAY cooler, personally.
So we'll see how things go... I'm sure there will be a huge post about the whole mess. So stay in touch.
In other news, sometimes you take floor-fellowing for granted-- and always expect to have an easy night... but then you find a night that reminds you why everyone thinks you're worth the free room and board. I had one of those.
