Life is weird. Sometimes I tell myself that nothing matters because of the grand scale of the universe. Nothing in my insignificant little life could matter at all. Othertimes, I tell myself that it's precisely the little things that make life worth it. I dunno. Life is weird.
So, Oscars tonight... Alix and I went to Dawn and Ian's to watch 'em. Man. I find that I don't know how to act around Dawn any more. Like I said before, the weed is making me socially anxious and I need stop that. It's just like, I can't act like a boyfriend or anything, and I can't act like nothing is happening, so I just don't know what to do. Can I touch her? Can i like, sit next to her and cuddle? I mean, I WANT to. We really need to talk while sober. That's my plan for tomorrow, hopefully. I guess, theorhetically, it's my turn to make the next motion forward. So I should do that. Yeah.
Friggin' Physics midterm crept right up on me, too. It's wednesday and I thought it was next week sometime. Yeah, shitty. Anyways, I think I'll manage to be ok. I tended to stay fairly up to date in that class.
RARRRRRrRRARRararaa..... and I apologize to dawn for being such an awkward loser. I'm fixing it, I swear.
