ok well the big news was that i tried mushrooms for the first time and it was really incredible. (yes, MOM!)
I felt really aware of everything and I began to think about my life. These are the resolutions that I made / the things that I discovered.
A. I discovered that I was really nervous about Dawn. Since then, we've talked and now things are GREAT, but I WAS nervous. (yes, Dawn, "Great!")
2. I really need to cut back on the weed and plan to... that being said, I havn't smoked since that fateful night at UMF. (yes, SAM/JUSTIN/BOSTON/KIERAN/TANYA/IAN/ALIX/DAWN
C. I am going to redouble my efforts to make it class (yes, GREG!)
4. I promised myself that sometime I would do mushrooms again just so that I could think and write stuff.
Ok, so that was... sunday night. Monday I drove back from Farmington by myself, despite mild nervousness, and made it out alive. I went out that night to watch my father play darts at the Legion. It was awesome to see him in action, and despite how badly he was doing for the night, he won the last game for his team and was quite proud. It was good to watch him doing something he enjoys for a change. The only other time I see him like that is when we're fishing or something.
Teusday (yesterday-ish...) I went to see my brother's new place. It's this little cottage type place on this pond in Nobleborough or something like that. Near Damriscotta for people who know the area... I stopped in at Mexicali Blues on the way back and bought this bitchin' new necklace. Then this evening I actually started to organize my shit and do some friggin work. I compiled a list of the things that I need to do for each class and tomorrow I'm going to hit it hard.
I just got off the phone with Dawn too. We talked for something like 2 hours. Actually, the long-distance rate is really good, and it should be something like $6. Hopefully. We talked about everything. We touched on: religion, our futures, dream jobs, sizes of families, relationships between people we know, Connor (tee-hee), and any issues that people had about/with/relating to/possibly preventing us from a future relationship (for example, guys who may have been broken hearted about her liking me and not them... i guess... and vise-versa).
Also, on the docket for tomorrow is lunch/after-school-coffee-at-Wild-Oats with Corinne and Mr. Sasso. I can't wait to talk to him about all my shit from McGill. Also, I can't wait to talk to he and Rin about general life shite. They're both really cool, really smart, really good-advice-giving people. Also, my night just wouldn't be complete without calling Dawn again. I really am SMITTEN.
