"I wish that I were crippled and blind,
then I wouldn't have this on my mind.
I wish that I were deaf and then dumb,
then I wouldn't have to talk to anyone."
-Reid Genaur (Strangefolk)
Heyyy Abs,
I want to apologize for anything that I've ever done or said that has ever offended you or made you upset and even worse, when I didn't notice it. I'm sorry.
I'll talk to you more tomorrow, but I just wanted to say some things now, tonight. I'm going to go ahead and list them, since I'm all like that:
A. I love you. Seriously. I miss talking to you.
2. I plan to do more listening and caring.
C. Don't forget that I'm a guy, and stupid. I once saw this show and it had this speech for men it went something like: "I am a man. I'm sorry. I can change... If I have to." And thus, with the previous digression, I prove my point.
4. I honestly don't know what you want sometimes, but its most likely something simple and I'm just stupid. I'll try to be a better friend.
E. Remember way back when I wrote you that letter? It still think that way and still have incredible respect for you. I'm sorry I don't act like it more.
why im saying this in here, i forget, but i SWEAR i had a reason...
oh! something about loyal readers, and Sam being a gossip-queen, anyways... i dunno...
Sorry if the blog publicness was a bad idea, but I dunno, it felt right to me.
