oh god... i've never been sick before.. and i'd really like to never be again. it's one of the grossest scariest things ever. the party was so fun for a while, everyone was just kinda hanging out and sitting around and talking and w/e, but then like BAM.... and i wanted to die. i havn't apoligized to garrett yet for getting so sick and i feel so horrible about the whole thing. i'm not used to drinking a lot... and i'm def going to take a little break from alochol. maybe a long break. when i can't remember stuff that happened after a certain point: how i got upstairs, how i got to the car, who i talked to, what i said... it's definitely a sign that it was too much. and not fun at all. so, if anyone wants a dd, i'm up.
