i just read katey's post on marriage/sleeping....felt the need to write. first, i am so on the other end of the spectrum. i'm looking foreward to college for, mainly, two reasons: being away from all parental control, and sleeping with people (although not necessarily in that order). now, i mean actually sleeping. like, going to bed at night, waking up in the morning with the guy still right there. i really have trouble thinking of anything better than sleeping with someone who you really like. i hate sleeping alone(sublime had it right, "sleeping by yourself at night can make you feel alone"). i thought most people agreed. did anyone watch the real world new orleans? well one of the girls--i think kelly-- hated sleeping alone so much that she got the gay guy danny to sleep with her throughout the entire show. that would probably be me. i love it, because you can talk until late, no one hears you, you are so warm because body heat is the best... and it's so innocent. you have to be comfortable because when you're asleep you have no control over what you do. aviously it's better to sleep with guys--added bonus if you're with them. having girls sleep over is fun, of course, but it's completely different. i guess i'm a sucker for body contact...and sleeping together is closeness. i can't wait until i can sleep with someone regularly. as usual, there is a girls suck post that corresponds, HERE. the thing is... it doesn't even have to be with a boyfriend, or even someone i like like that. there's just something about being that comfortable... i wish i could do it with more people..i don't even know who i could do it with, people get weird and think that you like them, that there must be intentions. sometimes it's just about the closeness. so, katey... i respect that you're worried about it, but i am counting the days.
